HOW RUDE!!!

I sign up for e-mail newsletters. More than I can possibly read. I just delete most of them. Usually I end up unsubscribing after a few months of just deleting them.

I've found a new one, that I will tell you more about in another post.   I've actually read some of them. I file most of them away in a folder I've made in my email specifically just for this one newsletter. Never done that before.

Anyway,  my point is..

I get this newsletter today and I actually read it (I usually just file them into a folder in my email, remember, helpful right?! LOL)

Anyway it talks about your "critical voice" the voice in your head that tears you down...says your fat, can't do this or that...etc.. and how to overcome it.

But the part that got me is the thought that if some stranger came up to me and said these things that I think to me, I would think they were mentally ill or really rude, to say the least. I might even be a bit scared of them and either punch them in the face or run the other way.

So, why do I allow myself to be rude to me?

 

"How rude!"

 

 

I had never thunk of it that way before.

I am worth more than my rude way of self talk... I mean for pete's sake...God sent His one and only son to die for ME...even if I was the only one who ever accepted His gift of salvation He would of done it all over again. He loves me that much, why don't I love me half that much?!

 

 

Where did March go?!

Wow, where have I been? More than a month has passed since I last posted.

So, just WHERE was I?

Lets visit where my calendar says I was.

2nd- Winter Carnival at church complete with God's Helping Hands puppet show.
3rd- Kids sang at church
4th- Homeschool Partnership bldg for the kids classes Art, ballet/jazz, piano, and guitar.
5th- Massage therapy appointment for my back and leg pain
6th- Homeschool Partnership bldg Quick look at great books/Fencing and East Fork Farms and Kids
        church programs/our date night
7th- took my niece to her doctors appointment
8th- Acupuncture appointment for my back and leg pain
10th- Church
11th- Homeschool Partnership bldg for the kids classes Art, ballet/jazz, piano, and guitar.
12th- Massage therapy appointment for my back and leg pain
13th- Homeschool Partnership bldg Quick look at great books/Fencing and East Fork Farms and Kids
         church programs/our date night.
15th- Acupuncture and new herd share owner picked up milk the first time. :)
17th- Church
18th- Homeschool Partnership bldg for the kids classes Art, ballet/jazz, piano, and guitar. Vision 
         Screening for Collin for Vision therapy.
19th- Massage therapy
20th- Dentist appointment for fillings for 2 kids, Homeschool Partnership bldg Quick look at great
         books/Fencing and East Fork Farms, vision therapy results of screening meeting with
         Opthamologist (which I apparently can't spell or blog spot doesn't know how to), and Kids
         church programs/our date night. (I was running from place to place
         literally ALL day.)
24th- Church. Family Easter party at my house.
25th- Homeschool Partnership bldg for the kids classes Art, ballet/jazz, piano, and guitar.
          Elaine had PJ day at her ballet/jazz.
26th- Got the Furnace Annual maintenance done. Massage therapy.
27th- Homeschool Partnership bldg Quick look at great books/Fencing and East Fork Farms and Kids church programs/our date night.
30th- Had my friends 2 sons all day.
31st- Church. He has RISEN!!! :) Son Rise service with Baptismal, breakfast, Easter service with Communion.

Phew, is that all!?

I'm sure many of you are busier than this and some of you are not this busy. But I am ready for summer. I am ready for the busyness of school activities to stop. I'm sure we will just fill it up with something else, but I am ready.

And now I am running twice a week more than this taking Collin to his Vision therapy appointments. This too shall pass. :/